[He smiles very faintly, raising one of his hands to protest that suggestion. He looks uncomfortable, though, like it's not something he wants to think about. It's complicated, just like his situation back home.]
No... but I...
[The smile fades quickly and he lays down again, turning over.]
no subject
No... but I...
[The smile fades quickly and he lays down again, turning over.]
I can't even take care of myself.