Aaah, more than anything, [he adds, but his expression, if anything, grows still more distressed. There is a great level of discomfort here, even with a positive answer.] ...Yet with what burdens them now, the thought of even considering to leave such a weight upon their shoulders seems unforgivable.

More than that, it is not just a matter of keeping such a thing secret-I, the man Gongenzaka, wished to carry what I learn into the dojo that I am to inherit.

...if I, the man Gongenzaka, cannot do that however...

[Well. His ear flicks.] ...Then what sort of dojo master am I meant to become?