[On Day 68, Gongenzaka finds his attentions grimly upon the skies above. Once everyone was safely returned to the Carnival, he found himself fortunately among those who did not need as much medical attention-hardly for lack of involvment in the battle, but either way. There were others who needed it more, particularly with his own temporary advantages.
He tries to keep to himself however-he does not return to his trailer, not yet, but instead finds himself staring at the sky, and their clouds....quite aware of why they are there.
It is strange to see the sky like this, particularly during the day. His ears fold back at the thought of the reason why, and the bloodstains over his somewhat ripped ball clothing are a strong reminder on top of it all.]
[Cleared Minds | Day 71]
[Meditation is not what he expected. Gongenzaka listens well to the instructions that the Ringmaster gives however, and the more he listens the more he wonders if perhaps he has done at least a little already-as much as he could, he had meditated in those tunnels. Done all he was able to focus, focus on himself, and his thoughts, and what made him...him. He'd lasted for some time before crumbling under starvation.
Now that he's in no danger of starving, and now that he has more guidance, well...
He sits. He focuses. And he searches deep, deep within with renewed strength, ready to face the demon that has made its home in his soul.]
GONGENZAKA | OTA
[On Day 68, Gongenzaka finds his attentions grimly upon the skies above. Once everyone was safely returned to the Carnival, he found himself fortunately among those who did not need as much medical attention-hardly for lack of involvment in the battle, but either way. There were others who needed it more, particularly with his own temporary advantages.
He tries to keep to himself however-he does not return to his trailer, not yet, but instead finds himself staring at the sky, and their clouds....quite aware of why they are there.
It is strange to see the sky like this, particularly during the day. His ears fold back at the thought of the reason why, and the bloodstains over his somewhat ripped ball clothing are a strong reminder on top of it all.]
[Cleared Minds | Day 71]
[Meditation is not what he expected. Gongenzaka listens well to the instructions that the Ringmaster gives however, and the more he listens the more he wonders if perhaps he has done at least a little already-as much as he could, he had meditated in those tunnels. Done all he was able to focus, focus on himself, and his thoughts, and what made him...him. He'd lasted for some time before crumbling under starvation.
Now that he's in no danger of starving, and now that he has more guidance, well...
He sits. He focuses. And he searches deep, deep within with renewed strength, ready to face the demon that has made its home in his soul.]