"Ahh-it's...fine. ...I think you misunderstood what I meant by could have beens..." He coughs.

"...I mean 'how I could have died'. ...Every time I try to think about how I was turned... ...Something changes. Sometimes it's brutal, sometimes it's like falling asleep... ...sometimes it's in the heat of a war, surrounded by screams..." Gongenzaka sighs, and looks away. "...I don't wonder about what would have happened in the 'after'. ...What happened is what brought me here now, isn't it? ...But the circumstance of my death...

"...It's unnerving, to think I can't tell such grand details apart in it."