[It's a sinking feeling that doesn't seem to stop, like he can just keep going down and down forever. There are so many potential positives to his - he can see his brother again, Papyrus can finally be away from that place, there's so many things he could show him! But by that same token, there's so much he doesn't think Papyrus could ever understand. Stuff that he shouldn't have to understand.
He'd wanted to keep that stuff squared away so that it wasn't Papyrus's business. Even if he knew it would all just happen again. He could have had that, maybe, when all of this was done.
If he ever went back, that is.
That's the part that makes him unable to take it anymore. Out in the room, playing with Papyrus, Roman suddenly pauses - a whine coming from them as they can sense the degree to which Sans doesn't have it together. There his pets, but their also his protectors. They're linked. So when Sans nearly goes down against the wall from the stress, bracing himself against the door frame, Roman stops playing and turns to scamper over to their master, whining with concern.
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He'd wanted to keep that stuff squared away so that it wasn't Papyrus's business. Even if he knew it would all just happen again. He could have had that, maybe, when all of this was done.
If he ever went back, that is.
That's the part that makes him unable to take it anymore. Out in the room, playing with Papyrus, Roman suddenly pauses - a whine coming from them as they can sense the degree to which Sans doesn't have it together. There his pets, but their also his protectors. They're linked. So when Sans nearly goes down against the wall from the stress, bracing himself against the door frame, Roman stops playing and turns to scamper over to their master, whining with concern.
Leading Papyrus's sight directly towards him.]