control_freak: (Sleep not as an island)
Foster Van Denend ([personal profile] control_freak) wrote in [community profile] lostcarnival 2017-08-03 02:46 am (UTC)

Foster needs a second to recognise Yuya, but once he does...

This is one of the people who tried to 'persuade' him that this was worth living. That it wasn't 'bad enough' to prefer death over. That he was obligated to try to live, because the idea that being alive could be a punishment, that it could be worse than not being alive at all are upsetting. That sometimes death was a solution.

Pity hadn't bothered him very much before Portland. If anything, he regarded it with disdain. For him, death had been exciting. A culmination. Something he could at least, at last, look forward to.

Now it's different. He's angry. But also confused.

"Do you?" he asks. He's openly suspicious---of Yuya's motives, of his idea of 'help,' of his ability to 'help,' regardless of what it is Yuya thinks he's going to help with.

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