[He wants to scream yes, go home, don't renew your contract. Because he can't protect Gongenzaka, couldn't do anything but watch and hope that whatever was hurting him would spare him, because Gongenzaka couldn't protect himself either.
But Gongenzaka cares too much. It rips his heart in two, clinging to his anger, at Gongenzaka, at himself--and the way his friend's adoration makes his chest swell, that he's that dedicated to him. What could Yuya give him in return, if he can't protect him too?
He's glad he's looking down, when he can't keep the tears back anymore as he just stares at the floor in grief.]
I'd forgive you. [If Gongenzaka didn't take the hit, for once. His fingers twist in the fabric of Gon's shirt.] You're my best friend, but you don't have to die for me! I don't want you to--[He stops on a heavy breath.] You have to make it back home too!
[He couldn't do anything but watch.
He's never seen Gon taken so far down before the carnival. He was always supposed to be the strongest, most steadfast and--when he's not, what if Yuya loses him...?]
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But Gongenzaka cares too much. It rips his heart in two, clinging to his anger, at Gongenzaka, at himself--and the way his friend's adoration makes his chest swell, that he's that dedicated to him. What could Yuya give him in return, if he can't protect him too?
He's glad he's looking down, when he can't keep the tears back anymore as he just stares at the floor in grief.]
I'd forgive you. [If Gongenzaka didn't take the hit, for once. His fingers twist in the fabric of Gon's shirt.] You're my best friend, but you don't have to die for me! I don't want you to--[He stops on a heavy breath.] You have to make it back home too!
[He couldn't do anything but watch.
He's never seen Gon taken so far down before the carnival. He was always supposed to be the strongest, most steadfast and--when he's not, what if Yuya loses him...?]