And here, Cole can't help but frown. Because congrats Rita, you just asked the question that's still on his mind. What is he doing here? He can see why he would be here (the pain pulses, shining through, he couldn't ignore it even if he wanted, there was so much hurt). But he has no idea how he got here in the first place.

All he can do is guess.

"It's loud. The worry, the fear fights fast. Where did they all go? Darkness upon darkness, never going back, never again. I should be here but I shouldn't be here." Cole looks up at Rita and repeats insistently, "I shouldn't be here."

He had no idea what he's doing here. But there's people from both sides hurting and he's got to help. So maybe that's why he's here? It certainly isn't to dance.