It is only now that the dance...slows. Her thoughts drawing back upon darker things, her voice lowering to a whisper.

"...if it had been as I imagined....as I was offered," she murmurs, "...It would have been. ....but the price of being dead and alive at once..."

She swallows, and closes her eyes, the motions pausing just briefly. "....It's good that I'm actually alive again. ....It was.... ....A part of me I needed to get rid of, with what happened because of that choice..."