dressedtothe: (high riser)
YoRHa No.9 Type S (9S) ([personal profile] dressedtothe) wrote in [community profile] lostcarnival 2017-11-26 01:17 am (UTC)

And there it is.

Of course Cole's rooting around in his head again. But he can't be angry when it isn't on purpose. 9S wouldn't be surprised if he's practically broadcasting his thoughts and feelings to the spirit.

And it's true, he does miss her. Carnival life had been easy, when he knew that he would be reuniting with her after a year and a day. Now... that's not even certain. It doesn't matter that she killed him, over and over again. He doesn't blame her for that. It never entered his mind to blame her for his murders, even though it was her hands that taken his life.

It's fine, it would always be fine, as long as they could be together again.

"Do we have to talk about 2B?" he mutters, looking away. "She's not here." Like she should be.

It hurts to think about 2B. About how it wasn't fair that that was the role she was given to play. About the pointlessness of it all. About how her happiness would be impossible without the deaths of everyone else they worked with.

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