Ginko shifts where he's sitting and pulls his knees up to his chest, crossing his arms over them and squeezing the fabric of his sleeves in his hands to fight down the impulse to apologize. He wants so badly to say he's sorry, because he is, but-- that wouldn't help Foster. It would only be for Ginko's own peace of mind, and it would only upset the person who was actually hurt by all this - whether he'll admit to being hurt or not.
But... If you want something badly enough to take it. Ginko's brow creases, confusion layering on his discomfort. Did Foster think that he had... planned this, way back in Portland? That he had... plotted to seduce his best friend's boyfriend or something?
Then again, Foster doesn't really have reason not to think that. It's dawning on Ginko now that he never actually told Foster how it all happened, and... well, it's safe to assume that Psi didn't, either.
Damn he has made a mess of this, hasn't he.]
...I never actually meant to take anyone.
[He's also wondering if Foster really thinks this could mean he's going to lose Psi, but... one thing at a time.]
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Ginko shifts where he's sitting and pulls his knees up to his chest, crossing his arms over them and squeezing the fabric of his sleeves in his hands to fight down the impulse to apologize. He wants so badly to say he's sorry, because he is, but-- that wouldn't help Foster. It would only be for Ginko's own peace of mind, and it would only upset the person who was actually hurt by all this - whether he'll admit to being hurt or not.
But... If you want something badly enough to take it. Ginko's brow creases, confusion layering on his discomfort. Did Foster think that he had... planned this, way back in Portland? That he had... plotted to seduce his best friend's boyfriend or something?
Then again, Foster doesn't really have reason not to think that. It's dawning on Ginko now that he never actually told Foster how it all happened, and... well, it's safe to assume that Psi didn't, either.
Damn he has made a mess of this, hasn't he.]
...I never actually meant to take anyone.
[He's also wondering if Foster really thinks this could mean he's going to lose Psi, but... one thing at a time.]