"Didn't ya ever wonder where he was disappearing to after cram school? Basically he was trying ta put himself in life-threatening situations ta wake up a dormant power... Tried ta drown himself with water elementals, I think he might've jumped off a building...

"Though actually the most recent time he just shot himself because it was all too much, I think, after he found out how much human experimentation the Order was doing, including involving Fujimoto Shiro-san. Luckily... or.. unluckily, he's got some Satan thing going on with his eye that stopped the more lethal attempts on himself from being successful.

"Seems rough that only Satan was actually keeping him from dying though."