On the one hand, Eruka really really wants to whine about this with someone. On the other, she kiiind of thinks dumping all that on Hanamaru isn't much of a 'welcome back' gift. Unlike certain others in the Carnival, she doesn't use alcohol as a coping mechanism, so she's forced to turn to healthier ways of dealing with trauma.

"I don't even know where to start," she finally groans, shoulders sagging.