He isn't relieved. He just accepts Shura's agreement and moves on, threading his way deliberately through the crowd. There's something missing in him, and he knows it, but he doesn't know how that's possible. Isn't he the perfect part of Okumura Yukio? He shouldn't feel like there's something wrong with him. It must just be because he's not used to this yet, he's not used to feeling like the person he wants to become. Or it might be the alcohol. He doesn't know.