Steven doesn't really want to describe it, so instead, he just holds out the hand that is now missing a pinkie finger, which is conspicuous even through the coating of his body suit. There are more important things that are messed up right now, of course, but he doesn't know if Syrlya understands gems well enough to know how messed up it is.

"Yeah," he says, his voice still really quiet, like he's worried that speaking too loud might offend somebody that could hurt him again in his moment of vulnerability. "I shouldn't have ignored them the first time. I just made everything worse."