It is faith? Yuya wonders if he really deserves it right now. He's slipping, feeling way beyond his control and like he's fragile. Like he can be more easily broken than he realized.

Gongenzaka doesn't seem to have this problem. Strange doesn't. Rita's pushing past it. Can't he be a little stronger?

"Yeah. We should tell them. Both of us." No point chancing it on one or the other. Absently, he squeezes Gon's hand. "I want this to work."