"... I know." He'll do more than that, Yuya knows, leaning closer to Gongenzaka. Briefly, he wonders if wanting to be closer is too selfish when they might be torn apart.
But whether they admitted it or not, it probably wouldn't matter. He just wishes maybe he could be stronger. He thought he could bear the physical torture to stay together, but if Gongenzaka is going to leave anyway...
"They... they had her poison. At the trial. And they put it back in me, before..." Yuya trails off, a little ashamed he's trying to explain it so Gongenzaka can understand why it's hard to go through those.
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But whether they admitted it or not, it probably wouldn't matter. He just wishes maybe he could be stronger. He thought he could bear the physical torture to stay together, but if Gongenzaka is going to leave anyway...
"They... they had her poison. At the trial. And they put it back in me, before..." Yuya trails off, a little ashamed he's trying to explain it so Gongenzaka can understand why it's hard to go through those.