There's a pause...before Strange decides fuck it! Fuck it, fuck this, fuck everything and he just lets it all out.
"I hate it here. I hate being powerless, I hate the fact that no matter what I do, some fae or faerie artifact or all powerful super being is going to fuck it up and not let me help anybody." He just keeps talking, obviously on a roll, and obviously vocalizing so many things that he's kept to himself for a while. Strange puts a hand to his head as he rants and starts frantically pacing, trying to work out the manic, nervous energy of admitting all the things he hates and so many tiny little insecurities. He knows it's not fair to dump this all on Yuya but he's had an amazingly shitty past month and Strange has honestly stopped caring.
"I hate that we can't do anything without the fae and that...that we couldn't save Ignatius by ourselves! We should have saved him by ourselves but we couldn't do anything without his stupid sister. I changed all of magic in my world, I should have saved him by myself! And I know that people are going to want to keep going and pretend like none of this ever happened and go and try to save the Ringmaster, but I don't even want to save her! This is all her fault! I want to go home and see my wife and pretend like none of this ever existed."
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"I hate it here. I hate being powerless, I hate the fact that no matter what I do, some fae or faerie artifact or all powerful super being is going to fuck it up and not let me help anybody." He just keeps talking, obviously on a roll, and obviously vocalizing so many things that he's kept to himself for a while. Strange puts a hand to his head as he rants and starts frantically pacing, trying to work out the manic, nervous energy of admitting all the things he hates and so many tiny little insecurities. He knows it's not fair to dump this all on Yuya but he's had an amazingly shitty past month and Strange has honestly stopped caring.
"I hate that we can't do anything without the fae and that...that we couldn't save Ignatius by ourselves! We should have saved him by ourselves but we couldn't do anything without his stupid sister. I changed all of magic in my world, I should have saved him by myself! And I know that people are going to want to keep going and pretend like none of this ever happened and go and try to save the Ringmaster, but I don't even want to save her! This is all her fault! I want to go home and see my wife and pretend like none of this ever existed."