Frankly, his soul hurts way too damn much to do more than summon Marishi. Actually that also hurts.

But he missed her.

Gongenzaka holds as tightly as he dares, and it is difficult, trying to form words through tears. 'I love you', he almost says, more than once- but his throat is simply too tight. And finally-

"...I, the man Gongenzaka...am so glad to have you here with me..."