kingsroads: (what a creepyass house)
Jonathan Strange ([personal profile] kingsroads) wrote in [community profile] lostcarnival 2018-12-30 08:00 pm (UTC)

Strange takes another few deep breaths as he continues to try and steady himself.

"Needing is different than caring-something I just realized a few days ago. I am not needed. This is not like England: there is nothing I can do for the carnival that only I can do. Hell, half the time the carnival is better off without me. And I am not needed by any of you. I choose to be with you because I care."

He's not going to argue that point about priorities. Because in Strange's mind, he isn't one. There's a few people Yuya would choose over him. But that's okay? Or at least, he needs to accept that it's okay otherwise he'll drive himself mad again.

"As for your last point, I have no idea how far or not it would go. All I know is that if I'm given a choice that I'm certain will work, I'd be a fool not to take it."

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