Yuya's shoulders slack as he looks at Strange. He could point out the ways Strange has done things for him no one else could. Could point out that Yuya's priorities aren't and were never a tier, and Strange has always been among them. But the will to do so is dying when he's faced with the same future of waiting and fearing when Strange's 'care' is going to reach his limit.

He takes a step back, a tremble running through him. "Then I can't really believe in it, right? Because if I rely on you and that's when you leave, I don't..."

He's not sure he can bear how much that'd hurt. He can't pretend things are the same, that the fear they'll reach that unknown point before Yuya even sees it coming. He's never had a friendship break, and to shatter over a rejection is terrifying.