"If I wanted to kill myself, I'd already be dead," Strange snaps, gripping the counter tight. Because that's true. There's enough plants here to kill someone and it's apparent that Strange, for all his crazy, has been taking them in diluted doses.

He's not moving because he can already feel a pain in his stomach starting up. If he moves, the likelihood that he'll double over is fairly likely...and he is not showing weakness. Not now. "I'm doing this for another reason entirely."