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Yūya Sakaki ([personal profile] hippocarnival) wrote in [community profile] lostcarnival2017-08-16 10:53 am

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Who: Yuya & everyone
When: Day 146-152
Where: Around the Carnival & Summerlands
What: Recovery, new changes, and continued antics while the carnival has a nice, long break.
Warnings: None, probably?

[Handstands]
[Yuya's in significantly better health than when they first arrived. He can still feel the residual pain and his stamina is rebuilding, but he's much more lively than before. He also realizes he needs to rebuild his strength, so even if he can't perform yet he's at least practicing so that he'll be ready to bounce back into action as soon as he's cleared.

He's taking his exercise outside the tents so the rest of the performers have plenty of room, and instead can be found tending to his errands around the carnival... on his hands. Just walking on his hands, knees bent for better balance as he navigates from the trailers to the cookhouse for lunch.]
Excuse me! Coming through!


[Shadow]
[His shadow has been acting up since he returned. At first he was sure it was just a trick of his mind, but the long it goes on, the more chances he has to see that it is, in fact, just moving on its own sometimes. Okay, that's weird, but he just tries to ignore it. Only it doesn't end there, and by the second week it's taken on a different shape entirely. That's not uncommon, he's been assured, but when he finds it morphed into someone a little broader, taller (older), with hair that spikes up... it's unsettling.

He knows who it looks like. He's standing, shoulders tense as he glares at his own shadow. In the middle of the walkway.]



[Summerlands]

[Yuya's come to accept the Summer people. They're certainly not at domineering, volatile, or frightening as the rest of the Summer Court, and plenty of veterans--not the mention the Ringmaster seem to trust them wholly. So he's navigated deeper into the city, to one of the miracle gardens hidden behind pillars and wisteria.

It's a very small, circular garden, flush and green with scattered flowers. The greatest concentration of them, currently, is around Yuya--who's sitting down with dried fruit to snack on, looking serene.

It's easy to tell what's going on, because as soon as anyone steps in with a positive feeling flowers will start to sprout near them. The better they feel the bigger, brighter, more beautiful the flowers become. They smell wonderful, and something about that scent will bring good memories more easily to the front of their mind--no doubt generating more good feelings and more flowers. It's cyclical.]



[Wildcard]

[???]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[.......Well, this is happening. She frowns...he definitely seems. Upset. But...well.] ....I know.

...Niisama helped me know that. ...when I said I didn't want to duel-he was happy, because I made a choice. ....and when I went to go help Ray-even though he didn't agree, he knew it was a choice. [They dueled over that and Errything. As it is.]

...I didn't want to die, though, [she admits, looking down. The sparrow on her head is quiet as well, tilting their head curiously toward the girl.] ...and...

...I didn't want to be alone again, either. ....and that's what would happen if you didn't listen to soldiers. ...you get hurt.

...or you die.

[.....They should perhaps change the subject, if at least for their sake.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Indeed she was. Too long, certainly, given the effects-now, after the fact, after it's all over, it's still repressed. In a different way, in a way that has her confused as she's somewhat overwhelmed by a wave of concern from the other, his arms holding her close. ...It's strange to think about-because after all, they're long gone now, but.]

...I know.

...I'm not there any more.

[...She does at least, return the hug.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
....Can I just be with niisama and not with mom..? [She seems. More than genuine in that request, unfortunately. Also-] ....why would school be bad? ...Wasn't LDS a school? People like Masumi went there, right? [He might have tried hiding that expression, but there was At Least a small 'eck' feeling in the air just for a little there.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
....

...What's the difference? [It's probably for the best that he missed her meaning anyway.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
....Do I have to sit in another chair with wires? [She's not going if this will be involved.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
....because that's what the chair mom used to teach me everything about dueling looked like.
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ANIME SCIENCE.] ....How did she what?
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
....Because mom said that was what I was for. [Plain and simple. Though... ...She does admit a little more than that.] ...but... ....mom said I had to listen to everything no matter what... ...Reiji-niisama didn't say that.

...niisama almost never told me to do anything, actually.

...I don't know if he agreed with mom, about that... [It's not something she'd thought about at the time, really.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[A small nod. And a small frown. These are things she knows by now-they don't bear repeating, certainly, and they don't feel...necessary for someone to tell her. It doesn't help that Yuuya is upset, either-it's an upsetting feeling, one that hurts when it gets too intense, and she finds herself chewing her lip as a result.] ...I already know that now though.

...that was what niisama taught me.
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
....Are you okay? [Because Buddy. Your emotions don't feel nice.] ....you're all upset. About a lot of things, [she adds, not quite clear on just what thinks are specifically still causing it.]

...you were even upset because of your shadow. ...and that's just your shadow. [She looks down again. S'UP 'ZARC'.]
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
...But it's not happening now.

...if it's not happening now, and it's not going to happen again... ...there's no reason to get upset about it, right?

[She tilts her head a bit, the sparrow chirping as it regains balance.] ...I don't remember a lot of it either... ...so.... ....it's better to just think about things that are going to happen later, or now, I think.
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

Peep!

....you should stop being mad at your shadow though, [she adds, frowning.] ...being mad hurts, and it didn't do anything either...
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[personal profile] soft_focus 2017-08-23 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
...it's still a little mad.

....he wasn't always mean anyway. That's why he can stop being mean, after all. [That's. Not how it works. At all Reira.]

...And the shadow isn't even really him, the Ringmaster put him somewhere else...

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