lostcarnival | if we just stay together it'll be alright

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if we just stay together it'll be alright

Who: Lambert & Peridot ~~and dead weight~~
Where: The Carnival
When: After Elysium.
What: An inglorious homecoming.

All things considered, everything in Elysium went a lot better for Lambert than his last encounter with True Fae, but he doesn't feel much better for it. He knows that they've only deferred their biggest problems for now -- if nothing else, the experience was a painful highlight of exactly how persistent the Ringmaster's enemies are, and they've still got their lost workers to recover -- but he can, at least, take care of one.

After everything, their return is almost anticlimactic: turn one corner, and then another, and then the Carnival entrance is there, where it was lost to shadows before. When they step through to the Carnival, and nothing follows them, Lambert isn't going to bother hiding the way his shoulders sag in relief. Rather than heading to the medical tent, though, where the Doctor might or might not be ...

"Can you bring him to my trailer?" he asks, turning to the dragon beside him. He doesn't expect her to answer him with a full mouth, but he imagines if she's tired of playing pack horse already, she'll make it known. "If not, I'll carry him the rest of the way."

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Lambert looks up at Peridot, blinks, then looks down. Right. This probably looks bad, but he doesn’t stop, speaking as he unfastens it and pulls it free.

“There’s iron in this belt.” Iron which has thus far been of use freeing Steven from the Rose, and stabbing Lambert in the leg. Not a great track record, overall. Hopefully they’ll serve him better while he’s borrowing them. He’d set down his own arms by the side of the bed once he got Childermass on it, and he’ll rise to his feet to start buckling it on himself. It’s a bit of a tighter fit, owing to not being a skinny scarecrow of a man.

“I’m going to need it, heading out there again.”

"What-- right now?!" No time to even question why Childermass even has iron on him in the first place. Alarm snaps her out of the more subdued state she's been in up to now; she wants to assume that the witcher is talking about returning to the outside in the terms of "in the future, after we've all recovered and come up with a better plan", but. She knows Lambert better than that by this point. "Are you cracked or something? You saw how many fae were out there!"

He’d more or less expected a response like that, so Lambert doesn’t even flinch.

“Not right now,” he says. “But as soon as the Ringmaster gets back and the Carnival’s secure, I need to get people out looking for the Scribe. I still think they’re our best bet for figuring out some way to deal with this.”

Well. He does have a point there. Doesn't mean Peridot likes it, though.

"I'm coming with you," she announces at once. No room for negotiation. "I know I'm not a nightrunner, but I can still make myself useful!"

“No you’re not,” Lambert answers just as flatly. “The Count of Crows just told you he’d kill you if you weren’t in his Elysium, the Carnival needs you here in case they try to attack, and I need you to look after—”

He breaks off, looking at Childermass. He doesn’t really need to finish that sentence, does he?

Peridot's ears twitch, following Lambert's gaze over to Childermass. When she looks at the witcher once more, her expression is pained, mouth twisted into a grimace. She gets his point, but the prospect of staying behind while he goes out there and puts himself on the line is a highly unpleasant one.

"Oh, like the Count won't do exactly the same to you if he catches you?!" she demands. "That's twice now that you've basically stolen his supposed 'son' back from him, you could be just as much of a target! And I can't--" She breaks off, snarling with frustration at herself because she knows she's getting worked up again, and she hates it. It takes an effort to get her voice level so she can continue that thought. "I don't know what I'll do if someone else I care about gets taken."

Edited 2018-05-18 22:01 (UTC)

It's a difficult thing to forced to stay behind when people you care about are in danger. Lambert may not have the connection Peridot does to Steven and Lapis, but substitute Strange and Childermass and it's easy enough to put himself in her position right now. If their positions were reversed? Lambert doesn't think he'd let himself be held back.

"He doesn't even see me," he says instead. "He saw you." And remembered what she'd done enough to deliver a threat. The Count of Crows sure didn't seem to remember some ordinary guy getting possessed by an Earth Spirit and rushing at him. He's just as much of a non-entity to the Count as he always was.

"I'm not going alone," he continues, arms crossed. "I'm bringing people who can hide a group, who have abilities that let them scan ahead. This kind of thing is my job -- what I'm trained to do."

She can't say the same, though he's not going to outright say that.

He doesn't really need to say it. Gems are so rigorously pigeon-holed into certain jobs based on their gem-type alone that Peridot easily goes there herself. She opens and clenches her fists repeatedly, plainly wanting to argue that point but finding herself unable to do so.

"What if something goes wrong with him?" she says instead, looking back over at Childermass. "I'm not exactly knowledgeable about human medicine!"

"Then you call someone from the medical tent," Lambert answers. He scrubs a hand back through his hair, exhaling and looking back at the gem.

"As far as I can tell, he's fine. If there's anything wrong with him, it isn't with him ... physically. His vitals are stable enough." He pauses, trying to figure out how to put words around this. "There isn't anyone else around right now that I'd trust with him like this, or that he could take seeing him like this. Please."

Peridot frowns and glances back and forth between the two men, gears turning in her head. She's not really used to seeing this sort of vulnerability from Lambert. She's not used to seeing him this openly concerned with any one person, either...

The idea still doesn't sit well with her, though. Watching him go back out there and staying behind here she can't help him if something happens.

She exhales harshly, folds her arms over her chest while glancing away, and finally relents. "Fine," she huffs quietly. "But you better check in by radio every now and then. And if you get captured or killed, I will literally never forgive you."

Although the concession isn't much, and comes with a death threat with it at that, it does make Lambert's expression lighten in relief.

"I won't." He can't really promise that, of course, but it's not like he doesn't intend to come back. For once, without requiring excessive sniveling on her part or intoxication on his, he'll reach out to pat her on the shoulder.

"We'll get Steven back." Somehow. He doesn't know how, but they've got to figure something out. "And Lapis too." He wasn't under the impression Peridot was particularly fond of Jasper or anything, ordering her to kill him aside, so he won't bother mentioning it. Though thinking of Jasper does bring something to mind.

"... Does Jasper not know the different between men and women?" He knows that question is kind of out of the blue, but after something so serious, it feels like the mood needs to be lightened somewhat, and that seems as good a topic as any.

Peridot finally looks up again, and pulls a face at him. What? What kind of question is that? Why is he choosing right now to bring this up? She's sad! They just had a touching moment of reassuring one another! And he chooses this moment to ask about Jasper's idiocy?

The problem is that Peridot is incapable of giving him shit about it, because she is basically physically incapable of hearing a question without boasting the answer to it. He has to show off what she knows. It's a compulsion.

"Uh... Probably not?" she says with a frown, scratching one ear. "Gems don't copulate with one another to reproduce like humans do, and we all invariably refer to one another with pronouns that you humans would categorize as 'feminine'. Couple that with Jasper being a stubborn rock-headed jerk who has zero interest in learning anything new, ever, who values gem superiority above all other lifeforms, and the result is her automatically referring to every new person that she meets as a 'she'."

Peridot shrugs. "If I had to theorize, I'd say she's probably continuing to do it until she's corrected simply out of disdain for alien culture, but... She might just be confused, too. I mean you have to admit, it is kind of weird that you all call one another different things based on what kind of gross fleshy bits you have between your legs, when half the time those fleshy bits in question aren't even visible. I just keep up with the trend because I make an effort to be culturally sensitive."

It’s calked a distraction, Peridot, and he thinks she could sorely use one. As Peridot goes on, sounding more and more like her usual self as she gets into it, Lambert can’t help but grin.

“Hey now, don’t forget about the gross fleshy bits on our chests. Those are the most important part.”

In case Peridot forgot what those happen to be, he’ll helpfully bring his hands to his chest and mime hefting non-existent bosoms to demonstrate.

Edited 2018-05-20 22:45 (UTC)

Peridot just. Stares at him. Awkwardly. Her mouth stretched in a thin line.

"...I would argue that those are considerably less gross," she manages after a moment, folding her arms at her chest and sticking her nose in the air. It's astounding how she somehow manages to sound authoritative about this.

Also, distraction: A resounding success. Peridot is just thinking way too hard about boobs now.

Edited 2018-05-21 02:28 (UTC)

"I thought you'd see it that way." Lambert's grin just widens even more. He is, if nothing else, a champion at derailing serious conversations if he isn't kept in check.

Still, looking at the unconscious man on the bed is a quick way to sober up again, a reminder of what he stands to lose. With his shirt cut away, Childermass is left wearing a couple of necklaces (brushed to the side to avoid lying on his burns) and a bracer around one arm, not that it was easy to spot before with Lambert in the way. The design should look fairly familiar to Peridot -- after all, she made them, and its twin is still firmly clasped over Lambert's own arm. He's not going to bother to retrieve it at the moment, clearing his throat and looking over to Peridot.

"... I need to see how the rest of the Carnival is doing. I'll come back on the hour. If his condition changes, call me on the radio?"

It's seeing the bracer that finally makes something click. Peridot follows Lambert's gaze back over to the other man, silent and motionless herself, save for one ear twitching thoughtfully. She remembers that note she wrote, about giving the second to someone who Lambert felt was important or needed protecting.

Lambert draws her attention back with his announcement. She looks sort of thrown, like he's just caught her in the act of looking at something she's not supposed to have seen. It startles her out of asking any follow up questions, for now.

"Got it. Um... Also." The gem fidgets uncomfortably. "While you're out... If you see Amethyst running around, can you let her know that I made it back to the carnival and that I'm not shattered into a million pieces? I don't want her to worry, but..."

But she also doesn't have it in her to talk right now. Especially if Amethyst somehow hasn't heard about Steven yet.

"I will," Lambert nods. One more look at Childermass, looking like he'd say or do something more ... but he forces himself to turn and go, instead. As promised, about an hour later, he comes back to his trailer, stepping through the doorway and assessing where both of the people he left behind are at.

"Hey," he greets, quietly. "Looks are people are starting to come back in."

When Lambert comes back, it's not immediately obvious if Peridot is actually asleep or just resting. She's huddled up in the corner with her knees drawn up, her head on her knees, and her tail wrapped around herself. Her ears prick up when he enters, and she looks up at him blearily.

"Hmm," she grunts, blinking a few times in quick succession. "Any news?"

She doesn't expect much, but. It feels wrong not to at least ask.

Lambert shakes his head. "Ringmaster's not back yet." A beat. "Ran into Amethyst, though. She seemed fine. I told her to keep patrolling, but not much else."

He looks at her, trying to gauge if that was the right response or not, but it mostly affirms that Peridot's in no shape to deal with anyone right now. "You want to take a break? I can sit with him for a bit."

"It's just sitting, Lambert. It's not exactly difficult," Peridot snorts, apparently offended by the mere implication that this might be too much for her. Although she adds: "...Not that I'm going to stop you from sitting with him. If you want to."

She ain't judging.

"And um... Thanks. For passing that message on to Amethyst for me. I know I could have just radioed her but..."

She trails off. She can't exactly explain why she doesn't want to talk to anyone else right now, it's just a feeling that she has that she can't easily put into words.

"It's fine." Lambert does, in fact, want to sit with Childermass... so he'll pull up another chair facing across Peridot, where he can easily glance between her and the magician at the same time. He won't do anything so sappy as reach out and hold his hand or anything like that, but it's reassuring just to reaffirm that he's here. Not gone, not taken.

His gaze turns to Peridot again, watching her struggle with it.

"Sometimes you need time to sort things out for yourself." He pauses. "I told her you were busy. Figured you could talk to her when you're ready."

Peridot just sort of grunts softly in a noncommittal way. She's more focused on watching the way the witcher is sitting next to the magician, cocking her head and watching both them curiously. There's a question on the tip of her tongue, but she's not entirely comfortable with asking it.

"Sssso... You two. Are you..." She kind of. Jerks her head lightly to one side in what she hopes is some sort of meaningful motion?

Unlike Peridot, Lambert doesn't need to be bashed over the head to take a hint (sometimes). He looks at her, then back at Childermass a little longer, visibly taking the time to think the question over before he answers.

And all at once, Lambert decides he's tired. Tired of being quiet about it, tired of having it wrested out for other people to gawk at without either of them getting a say about it. For once, he's got a chance to actually decide who gets to know and when, and Peridot deserves better than an evasion.

"Yeah," he says finally, simply, exhaling, and meeting Peridot's eyes as steadily as he can. "We're--"

And then he runs into another problem, because for as much as they've had, they've also never talked about what they have. More than sex, that much is obvious. Together? Lovers? Sworn to each other? Even in his head, he cringes away at all of them, if only because he imagines Childermass would laugh at every one he chose. The longer the pause drags on, the deeper the flush on his cheeks gets, until the silence becomes unbearable.

"Fucking," Lambert blurts, finally. "We're fucking."

Edited 2018-05-22 05:49 (UTC)

That answer earns him an incredibly awkward moment of Peridot staring at him uncomfortably. 'Together' would have absolutely been acceptable, Lambert! She doesn't need to know how carnal your relationship is!

After the initial shock wears off, though, her expression splits into a grin, all sharp white teeth and purple gums. And it's not even a shitty grin; it's a grin that's absolutely genuine, and full of warmth and excitement. Despite everything that has gone wrong in the last 24 hours, and all the exhaustion and worry she's been feeling, this news is invigorating in a way she never would have expected. Because while Lambert may not be comfortable calling it anything other than 'fucking', she's already seeing that it's more than that... And that makes her incredibly happy.

"I knew it," she cackles gleefully, planting her hands on the floor in front of her and leaning forward eagerly. "I knew I got that Percy and Pierre vibe from you both! I almost doubted it, I mean you were so eager to avoid the topic and distance yourself after the ritual in Portland, but-- This is the most excellent and logical conclusion! You two complement each other so well; you make a near perfect team!"

Edited 2018-05-22 14:43 (UTC)

Who the fuck are Percy and Pierre, Lambert wants to know, but a look at Peridot’s broad grin tells him he’s better off not feeding any into weird conspiracy theories. Still, ‘complement each other so well’? ‘A near perfect team‘? That makes him crack a smirk, then finally laugh, looking away.

“We fight all the time,” he points out. Not exactly the stuff of romantic daydreams there, not by a long shot. Even so, there’s something nice about hearing someone say so out loud. No skepticism, no “why you?” — just an unequivocal acceptance and more enthusiasm than Lambert expected. It’s flustering ... but there is something that needs to be said.

“Nobody else really knows.” Yuya, Rita, and Cole do, but Cole is a massively creepy spirit and the other two are children and furthermore weren’t told voluntarily so they don’t really count. “So, ah, don’t go spreading it around? I would have said something but he’s kind of ... private.”

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