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Greg Universe ([personal profile] fragileandsoft) wrote in [community profile] lostcarnival2016-12-17 12:19 am

I Think I Need A Little Change

Who: Greg and Anyone
Where: Around and about
When: In the week or so following the kidnappings
What:The feeling when you just can't find the silver lining and give up trying

While Steven's more than earned some time off of work recovering from his wound and the sudden rush of changes, Greg can't justify the same. As much as he'd like to stay with Steven all day there's still things that need fixing and lights that need arranging, and so long as Steven's in no actual danger Greg has to trust he can be left to his own devices. After all, Greg usually has to leave him to his own devices even when there is actual danger. That's how things have always been. It's no different.

No different, no different. Who cares about growing horns or fangs or the rest, it's happening to everyone. He has to get over it, deal with the differences, it gets better after all, and so many people just love living here, and what has he got to complain about anyway. Steven's fine, he's fine, everything's fine.

A. On the job


The work is just involved enough that Greg can focus in on it and block out the excess of frustration and distress plaguing his consciousness. The rest of the world fades to a blur while he works.

Still, sleep deprived, working on autopilot, and electrical wires rarely make a good combination. If he doesn't irritate people with an overbright spotlight shining in their eyes, he may draw ire via the occasional yelp as he shocks himself.

B. Comfort Eating

Greg's never been the most outgoing or energetic person around, but he's made an effort to appear open and friendly to his coworkers and peers in passing. Still, he's fairly certain he's of passing interest to anyone, and that suits him just fine right now. He moves quickly around the grounds, avoiding eye contact and speaking little. If he can't shake off this bad mood, he may as well avoid rubbing anyone the wrong way with his moping.

The longest he spends outside of work or his trailer is in the cafeteria, where he guzzles down coffee and whatever's served with the highest calorie count. When all else fails, he can stockpile the energy and comfort. It's not exactly the prettiest sight, but he does make the effort to eat by himself where no one has to watch him scarf it down. Doing great, feeling fantastic.
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[personal profile] mirrortide 2016-12-28 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"What do you mean they ran into some trouble?" If they ran into Peridot why hadn't Peridot said anything? Why was Lapis finding this out from Greg?

This whole optimism thing is taking a nose dive. Fast.
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[personal profile] mirrortide 2016-12-29 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"They... got aggressive?" Wait. "Steven got hurt? Why?" Why would anyone hurt Steven? He's probably the least harmful person that Lapis has ever met. "Is he okay?" Lapis, Greg just said he was. "I should- I need to go see him!"

She'll take two, three steps away before it occurs to her that she doesn't know where Steven is. She turns back to Greg. "Where is he?"
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[personal profile] mirrortide 2017-01-01 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
And she's off. Very suddenly. Sorry, Greg. At the very least she yells "Thanks!" Over her shoulder before she's gone. At least she didn't just fly off without saying thank you this time?