lostcarnival | ⇨ THE SUMMERLANDS

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⇨ THE SUMMERLANDS

Who: Everyone!
When: Day 119 - Day 126
Where: The Summerlands
What: Ignatius and Gild portal everyone to the Summerlands, with hopes of appealing to the Summer Maiden for help. Meanwhile, the carnival gets the chance to relax in luxury as only tentatively welcome guests. Here is the location write up from the last time the carnival visited. Since then, of course, some things have changed.
Warnings: Nothing in particular.

THE SUN RISES↴

After taking the time to rest, Ignatius and Gild will be able to pool together their energy to portal the carnival (and the airship) to the Summerlands. Those still in Polaris will be left to their own devices for the moment as Gild intends to ask for the Summerlands aid in relocating them, hopefully as soon as possible. With the effort the carnival put into sorting things out in there, however, they should be fine on their own for a little while, at least.

They will arrive in the flowery fields at the base of the mountains, and soon the Summer Fae will notice their presence. Since the last time they visited, however, the atmosphere has changed.

► YOUR ARRIVAL: As the Summer Fae discover the group's arrival, it will quickly become apparent that there is a tension present that wasn't there any of the other times the carnival has visited. The Summer Maiden comes to greet the group personally, with an entourage of armed Summer Fae. They are not at all aggressive unless provoked, but there is clearly a wariness that is new. They seem uncertain about Ignatius being here, and while Gild will be able to do a lot of the talking and smooth things over, the Summer Maiden will deflect having a serious conversation about affairs until the carnival has taken time to 'rest.' It's more likely that the Maiden needs a moment to think over this new information before dealing with it.

► SUMMER CITY: After the Summer Fae become aware of everyone's presence, and the initial uncertainties are accommodated, they will invite you into their city. There are stairs that lead up the sides of the mountains, but thankfully there are also magical means of getting up there as well. The Summer Fae will be willing to help workers with the injured as needed, offering herbal remedies and healing magic to those that want it. You'll also be invited to join them for dinner, but it feels like more of a formality, and no one is obligated to take them up on it.

► SUMMER PEOPLE: The fae here will do their best to entertain these new visitors - but it doesn't seem that much happens here besides day after day of peaceful meditation and relaxation. It is not uncommon to see Summer Fae spent days doing exactly the same thing, whether that be enjoying the weather, listening to music, or dancing - the day and night periods may be similar to earth, but when you don't need rest it can all blur together just the same. Some of the fae work on feats of agriculture or craftsmanship, and while there is no particularly need to work in this place, they take pride in the fact that they do.

► FAMILIAR FACES: One very different thing about the Summerlands this go around is that there appears to be a small settlement built at the base of the mountains, filled entirely with the former residents of the Manor. Alyss and Reyna will explain that they set up a place to live down there with the Summer Fae's help, and that the fae seems to be trying to remain hands off except when they are needed. The Manor folk overall seem to be doing well, though there is some tension regarding their place in the Summerlands - they are clearly seen as refugees, and while the Summer Fae do their best to help them, the arrival of the carnival and the request for even more help with refugee aid seems to be making things awkward.

► OF THINGS TO COME: The Summer Maiden will remain distant for the first few days, but according to Gild and based on personal observation, it will seem that the news that the Ringmaster has been taken and the idea that even more desperate mortals are requesting to come here are putting her at significant ill ease. She's not rude or dismissive, but she seems reluctant to address the situation head on, though she has said that she will hold a meeting with the carnival later in the week to discuss everything in more detail. None of them seem particularly angry or resentful, but they seem to regard the carnival as an ill portent of things to come.

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"Your curses can be broken. The Ringmaster couldn't even tell me what to expect with mine," Childermass counters. He looks up again, if only to watch Strange pace about. "And for all I know, you shouldn't be returning to England, either, not when you may as well be the Silver Mirror itself... All we'll do is put everyone at risk. What would we do if the Rose Queen found our world? Or the Winter Court? We can't fight them there, not with a handful of magicians with more spirit than sense."

"Just because the Ringmaster had no idea of the solution doesn't mean there isn't one," Strange quickly rebuts. "And your list of hypotheticals are just that: hypothetical. What would we do if the Winter Court decides to leave you alone, as they've done so far? If we killed the Rose Queen before we went home? If I become Miracle enough to kill a fae myself? If you worry about everything, you'll drive yourself mad."

He's leaving the point about how he shouldn't be returning to England alone. It's obvious he's going to do it anyway. The longer he's away from Arabella, the more situations he's thrust in where Strange can't help but wonder if this is the end, the more frayed and unwound he gets. What will happen later, he's not sure, but he's definitely going back to England.

"It's not me I'm worried about the Winter Court coming to look for, it's you," Childermass points out immediately. The Count isn't at all inclined to bother him when it's inconvenient and he hopes it stays that way but if Strange is full of Mirror, well, that's something else.

"Their long lost Miracle has bits of it clinging to a mortal, you're just another weapon for them to reclaim. So Summer or Winter, one is bound to come looking for any reason, for either of us. With so many different Earths, ours may as well be too irrelevant to bother with until we lead them there." Though he does have to admit, "And yes, I know it's all hypothetical, but who are we to take that risk? They've already found us twice before now, they're going to find us again."

"I'm willing to take any risk for a shot at happiness." This is the person who drove himself mad and got himself cursed in order to try and save his wife. Of course Strange wouldn't simply settle down and accept things.

"You say they're bound to come looking and you say they'll find us, but why? Why hadn't they gone looking for the Blue Rose before then? Or the Silver Mirror? With a few exceptions, the fae are lazy idiots. I'm willing to bet that as soon as we slip off again, they'll mark us down as a lost cause."

There's so many instances of the carnival doing something or getting something simply because it was there. If the Summer Court really wanted the Blue Rose back, they could have murdered the Prince. If the Winter Queen really wanted the Silver Mirror back, she could have gone after Lilith.

"Because they suddenly don't have another fae or someone on par with their own power to fight with over it." At least in the sense of Lilith, she could likely cause the Winter Queen some trouble. The Prince, well, perhaps they really were too lazy to try with that one.

"Besides, maybe..." Childermass looks away again, back down. He doesn't want to look at Strange when he admits this. "Maybe I don't wish to return to England anymore. What's there to gain? More strife? All I have ever wanted was for magic to return, for my king to return. One has happened but not the other. What if he is truly gone?"

"He's not gone," Strange insists, shaking his head. "Where he is now, I do not know, but John Uskglass has returned to England. I saw him!" And, throwing caution to the wind, he continues talking.

"And if the Athenaeum was correct, so have you! You simply don't remember."

More accurately, it should be 'if what Lambert told Strange he saw in the Athenaeum.' But one, too long, and two, there's no reason for Lambert to lie about something like that.

Childermass looks up again, this time scowling at Strange for the audacity to claim something like that.

"What do you mean I don't remember? I would not forget meeting John Uskglass," he says adamantly. "I could not. It's all I've ever wanted."

"Who said you had the option to not forget?" Strange is just as adamant as he talks, matching Childermass's frown with a stony stare of his own.

"I believe you are enthralled and forced to forget the memory. And, with your permission, I would like to try and break this enchantment on you."

Does Strange know for certain that Childermass is enthralled? Nope! Is Strange confident that he could break a spell placed by John Uskglass himself? Not at all! But magic messed with Childermass's memory somehow, so he's certainly going to give spellbreaking a try.

"Don't be ridiculous," Childermass starts, bringing himself up to sit straight on the bench. He's right back to giving Strange a look of utter disbelief at this point. "Even if I were enthralled, you... It's arrogance to think you could break it."

But. There's always that 'but', one he's leaving unsaid. But what if he's right? Why would Strange make something like this up? Has he gone mad again? Madder? He shifts uncomfortably where he sits, looking away, around, searching for some other answer. He could just vanish into shadow in a huff.

Only he won't. He brings his attention back to Strange and gets to his feet, hands curling into fists at his sides.

"Fine. Go ahead, try. There's nothing there to break but if it'll keep you from harping on about this later, get on with it."

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"Perhaps it is arrogance," Strange admits. "But it's foolish to not even try."

As Childermass looks away, Strange maintains the eye contact, staring at him as if the staring will somehow cause Childermass to make the right decision and to agree to at least letting Strange make an attempt. When Childermass does agree to it and does give Strange the go-ahead to try, he sighs a little in relief, weight coming off of his shoulders as Strange visibly relaxes somewhat.

"Thank you," he says, with a little nod. "May I have your hand please? You know my dispelling is unorthodox, and I suspect you'd prefer the hand to the lips or cheek."

What part of you is he gonna smooch, birdman.

Childermass wrinkles his nose just at the thought of that and, yeah, definitely holding his hand out for Strange to take. Less awkward the route, the better.

Strange takes a deep breath. He's trying to go as slow and methodical as possible with this. He turns on his third eye, as the flames on his forehead, hand, and forearm come to life. He stares at Childermass for a moment, trying to focus on anything remotely resembling the magic of the Raven King (which he has no idea what it looks like) or magic of their world that doesn't belong to Childermass (which he might have a grasp on). There's something that looks vaguely familiar so Strange focuses on that: it's the best shot he has and sticks out, in an odd little way.

He continues the creepy staring as he murmurs the incantation and, taking very deliberate care not to set any part of Childermass on fire with his flames, takes Childermass's hand up to his mouth as he presses a light kiss on it's back.

Hopefully the act of kissing the hand serves as the trigger. But again, Strange doesn't know if he's grabbed the right spell or if he's powerful enough to even do this.

Strange's spell certainly grasps something and tugs at it, enough that Childermass grimaces and curls the fingers of the hand he's holding into a fist. He doesn't do much more than that, though, more a reaction to an unpleasant sensation than any sudden need to smack the poor man across the face.

But that's as far as the spell goes. Whatever enchantment Strange has snagged is holding on tight and it just ends with Childermass saying, "See? Nothing."

Strange obviously doesn't want to stop this right now. He felt something. He could feel some sort of magic wrapped around Childermass and he was so close to grabbing it and holding onto that spell himself...but something went wrong. Somehow, he just came up short. And obviously the sensible thing to do is acknowledge his limitations and accept that this is a spell that he can't break.

But Strange is piss poor at accepting his limitations.

"I felt something," Strange admits, as he goes back to staring at Childermass, flames of his third eye still lit up, as if this will somehow answer all his questions. "I almost had it. If I just had a few more minutes with you and the spell..." But as he trails off, Strange knows he's not going to get those few more minutes.

Oh, he's dead on about that.

Thinking that Strange's spell did actually find something is frightening, which means Childermass rejects the idea and pulls his hand away from the other magician even as he tries harder to see it, whatever it might be. It really could just be another bout of madness, the inexplicable pressure in his head a coincidence or simply stress

"That's enough," he says, though softer this time, like he's trying to let a bruised ego down easily in hope that he'll give up. "Nothing happened, Mr. Strange. You must be mistaken."

"Why don't you believe me? When have I ever lied to you?" he asks, still staring in Childermass's general direction, still trying to focus and piece out whatever the hell this spell is. Because Childermass needs to know, he's got to remember, it would be cruel just to leave him like this...but then Strange remembers his last conversation with Lambert, how the other man pretty much accused him of doing what he thought best, not taking other people's concerns into account.

But how the hell can you take someone with memory loss's concerns into account? They don't remember what they forgot! The flames of Strange's eye still burn as he looks over at Childermass himself, slightly confused and hesitant expression on Strange's face.

"Do you even want to remember what you've forgotten?"

Because he doesn't want to believe that the Raven King would do that to him, not after how much he's done. It just isn't something he's going to admit, though, and so he just sighs.

"You don't lie to me," Childermass agrees, "But you're also a madman, by your own admission and hand. You may think you see something there when there isn't anything at all. If something like that appeared in the Athenaeum, why would you wait until now to tell me?"

If he would want to remember, however? That's a good question. He waffles on that a moment, brow furrowed, expression clearly uncomfortable rather than stoic for once.

"But... I would. If there really was something I've forgotten. I did not enjoy my most recent bout of that whatsoever."

Of course, he's still of the mind that there isn't anything for Strange to disenchant, now that the first attempt has failed.

"You forget," Strange continues, as that hesitant expression shifts to a guilty smile. "I was indisposed for a period after the Athenaeum. And considering that we had our fight directly after that..." Strange trails off, with a little shrug. Why would he wait until now to tell Childermass? Because he was dead, then there was that business with Ignatius, then he got stuck in a Mirror, and so on and so forth.

He's not even going to argue the madman bit because yeah, fair point. But back to the matter at hand. Childermass saying he wants to remember is a little weight off of Strange's shoulders. If he wants this, then Strange can help him obtain it.

"If you want to remember, then may I try again? Not now, of course, but after I've examined the spell a bit more and have a firmer grasp on the magic used. If I am mad and this doesn't exist, the worst that can happen is you lose five or so minutes of your time and I waste my time on nothing."

A fight that could have easily included 'by the way, you forgot this thing, you stupid man' but he supposes that's neither here nor there anymore. The request to try again, later, is tempting to turn down just to avoid a few minutes of inconvenience later on but if it will appease Strange...

"Fine," Childermass agrees to it. "Another time, when you've gotten a better look at it."

It being something he still very much doubts exists. Strange isn't wrong about it only being a small annoyance to deal with later on, seeing how the first attempt took barely a minute.

"Thank you," Strange responds, with a little nod. He's pretty sure Childermass still thinks he's crazy. There's no way he'll be able to convince Childermass until he actually breaks the spell and restores his memory himself. But he can at least vocalize some worries and frets that don't have anything to do with Childermass's faulty memory.

"Even if I fail in breaking the spell, I still wish you would come back to England. I know this is selfish, but..." how to explain this. "...it's hard when you're the only one who's experienced something and you've no one to talk with. Of course, I can talk to Arabella, but she never experienced all this," said with a vague gesture to the Summerlands. "It would be different than talking to you or Lambert."

"I..." Childermass wavers. Uncertainty isn't common in him, though lately he's been dogged by second-guessing himself, over and over again. In the end, he just grimaces and turns away, going back to retake his seat on the bench again. "I don't know. I do want to see England again, someday, but at the same time... I just don't know if I should, even for what you want."

And he understands it. He would want the same, someone to confide in, but he gets Lambert no matter where he goes. Strange, no one.

"It isn't just the curse, Strange. What if the Void is too strong in me? That's why they keep staring this time. They can all see it and I can feel it, again, after what the Mother did. If not that, then how long before they notice I've stopped aging? How long can I remain before I have to pretend to go traveling like any other magician in the stories, just so they don't look too closely? There are too many 'what ifs' and no answers."

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"I don't think there will ever be answers," Strange quietly admits. All of the things that have happened to them seem completely out of everyone's experience. He's asked around, none of these fae knew about the Miracles, it only makes sense that they might not know about the Void. There's certainly no answers for 'I've now become a faeblood, what do I do about that.'

"You say you want to see England. So do so. If there's too many 'what ifs' and barely any answers then say to hell with it entirely and do what makes you happiest."

It's something that Strange has done before. But then again, he knows that he is a radically different man than Childermass. Childermass wouldn't do something for purely selfish reasons, not like Strange does.

"A hard thing to do," Childermass says with a quiet, miserable laugh. He slouches back against the bench and looks up at the sky this time instead of down at the dirt and grass. "I've never done anything for my own happiness, apart from choosing to be with Lambert."

Which won't pan out too well in England, even when the witcher does come along and... they've been over that point before, more than once, he's sure. He doesn't bother bringing it up again.

"Then why not start now?" Strange responds, with a small, awkward little smile. "You deserve to be happy and you deserve to do something for yourself. If you're damned no matter what and will face trouble no matter your choice, why not choose the thing that gives you the most happiness?"

Because no matter where Childermass goes, he will have to content with the Void, with the Count, with the Rose Queen, and so on and so forth (though wait, what was that bit about not aging?) Of course, the problem here is that Strange doesn't really know what would give Childermass the most happiness in the first place. He's assuming England...but Lambert coming along is a whole new set of problems.

"What would give me the most happiness, Mr. Strange, is to retire to Alola someday," Childermass says as seriously as ever, though when he looks at Strange again, there's finally a hint of a smirk at the corners of his lips. "But that shouldn't be for some time yet, considering I'm not too sure how immortals figure when to retire."

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