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[open] december will be magic again

Who: everyone!
When: the evening of D15
Where: A small meeting hall on the moon, close to the portal to the carnival
What: a whole bunch of show-offs meet up to show off their magic, people interested in magic come to learn about said magic, and other people show up to see if something inevitably gets set on fire. (aka mage club)
Warnings: none so far, will edit if needed.

The meeting hall is a large open space, with hardwood floors and a rustic decor. A few chairs and tables are scattered around, though there aren't enough for the amount of people who'll hopefully show up. Some food has been set out: mostly finger foods (tiny sandwiches, fruit, veggies & dip) though there are some savory options and plenty of home-baked cookies, courtesy of Rin. Drink wise, there's water, hot chocolate, hot tea, and a few bottles of wine because tipsy magic sounds like an awesome idea and this is what happens when the alcoholic makes the dinner menu. Aside from the food table and the few tables, there's not much of anything in the room: plenty of open space for showing off or getting out of the way of someone who wants to show off.

One of the doors of the meeting hall leads to the outside. There's a wider, 'backyard' sort of area with plenty of room for people to cast magic as large and impressive as they want. A fire pit stands outside also for warming your hands and other fire-based magic. Please don't set the building on fire.

This is all very informal. If pressed for details, Strange would have told anyone to just come whenever, stay as long as you like, and so on and so forth. The emphasis is on learning about each other's magic, displaying one's skills and talents, and helping anyone who wished to learn magic decide on a path for them to take.

Showing off is just a given.

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"Reality," Foster quips; apparently it's his turn to make it sound like Strange should have found that obvious somehow, though it's less scofflike and more simply brisk.

"The sources of those things that are real, and constant, and those which have power." Typically, he's mixing the explicit with what he believes implicit--although he's doing it a lot less so than usual, honestly. There's so much in this book that feeds into his ideology, and vice versa.

It's also very nearly the first book Foster has read in years--aside from a few practical tomes on necromancy a few months ago, he's deliberately pruned the act of reading from his life out of a conviction that he's wasting his increasingly limited time--that their various merits are wasted on someone like him, and escapism is a luxury he doesn't have.

"It describes beings of power, and how they came to be--the origins of their forms, the patterns of their consistency. It's.... mmmm." He stops, trying to find a word that isn't 'powerful' to describe it. Or 'long.' Though it really is both.

"Fascinating." He's not even a little ashamed of how into this he is. "And dense." He says this in a way that implies he's attempting to warn Strange, though even Foster suspects that's exactly the kind of thing Strange would adore.

Strange just stares, taking in everything Foster is saying. A book about the fae, explaining just what they are and what they can do and so on and so forth.

He does adore this. Not even the admission that the book is dense is enough to shake that rapt expression off of Strange's face. Besides, his book is dense to begin with. Lengthy tomes are nothing for Strange.

"Let me read it when you're done," Strange pleads, looking over at Foster with a wild grin on his face. "This sounds exactly like what I'm looking for!"

"...."

Foster was not entirely prepared for that calibre of response. His head lifts and he turns his face aside, keeping his eyes on Strange in the process. Then a grin of his own crosses his face.

"I'll think about it," he says finally. He's not being coy--he does want to think about it before he makes any kind of verdict. Until now, he'd taken numerous pains to keep the book's contents to himself. Telling Strange the book was about fae at all was an impulsive decision, one predicated partially on a sudden, spiteful urge to 'overpower' the magician--and partially on the fact that Strange is, in Foster's distorted view, the only local expert on fae who isn't fae himself.

Now he's considering sharing it.

Maybe.

At least in Strange's mind, 'I'll think about it' is better than 'absolutely not.' At least this means he'll have a chance. Besides, he's confident in his ability to wear Foster down and prove that really, it'd be best for all involved if he just took a look at the book, read some of it, copy a few passages down for his own notes, nothing bad here.

So Strange's grin widens at Foster's response. "That's all I can ask for," he continues with a shrug, "though I will happily tell you more about my relations with the fae, if you wish."

Partly because Strange wants to prove to Foster that really, he should see that book, it would be a good idea if he did so, and partly because Strange honestly wants to gloat about how much he knows about the fae. Though really, it wasn't gloating, it was simply him presenting his case!

Strange's earnestness is still throwing Foster, but he's already starting to see his advantage it. After all--Strange really could have just told Foster he'd trade his experiences with and knowledge of the fae for a look at Foster's book and have secured himself some kind of deal... but if he wants to go to all the trouble of giving Foster that information for free, then Foster is all ears.

He doesn't actually give Strange the courtesy of facing the magician directly, but there is a light in his eyes, a barely lesser version of the the excitement Strange is emanating--the way the sun's light is reflected by the moon, perhaps.

With a sharp-toothed grin.

"Ha ha! If I wish?" His tail is the only part of him as energetic as his voice implies.

Oh, but please! By all means! Don't let him stop you...!

What Foster views as giving information for free, Strange views as buttering up his accomplishments and bragging. Of course he'd be happy to tell Foster the story of how he traveled to faerie and saved his wife from a member of the fae, he'd certainly like to explain to Foster how that fae kind of accidentally got dead.

"Why not!" Strange brightly responds. He takes a few steps closer to the man, attempting to face Foster head on, despite his attempts to not look Strange in the eyes. There's a glint of something in Strange's mirrored eyes: excitement, madness, bragging, it's hard to tell.

"If you're curious enough to be reading a book about them, then certainly you're curious enough to hear about what I have to tell you. After all, aside from the faerie I dealt with in my world, I've had dealings with fae from both courts in my time at the carnival."

Granted, both of those dealings ended up going south. But still, Strange is perfectly content smoothing over those details and just telling Foster about the fae and his interactions with them himself, not the other bits like 'being played for a chump' or 'outright getting tortured.' What Foster doesn't know won't hurt him.

"What do you want to hear about first?"

If Foster were hoping to avoid Strange's energy, to keep his own notoriously unreliable sanity in check, he's doing a terrible job. The truth is that Foster is often just escalation in human form--Strange's insistence on locking eyes with him is less "deer in the headlights" and more "setting the water to boil."

Or maybe more like setting the water back over the fire. Either way, he'll find that same kind of glint--just deeper in, and maybe a little bit darker. If it makes any sense at all for a light to be darker.

"Tell me about your world," Foster says--he's still holding his head up, as though attempting to look over and then down at Strange, instead of his usual worm's-eye angle. It's still eager, though, his eyes partially lidded but bright with unconcealed interest.

"Then the Carnival."

Strange has Foster's attention. So, Strange takes this as an opportunity to ramble. As he talks, he gestures with his hands, quick, sharp gestures full of excitement.

"In my world, magicians of old used to work hand in hand with faeries. The stories used to go that they were faerie servants, but having stayed at the carnival, I have a feeling the playing field was more equal than the magicians of old would admit. It was commonplace enough that a few hundred years later, after the revival of English magic was well underway, people would ask my friend and I if we had any faerie servants to begin with."

Something which Strange finds intensely amusing: a wry smile plays at the corners of his mouth.

"I briefly worked with one fae myself. I don't know his exact name or what he wanted to be called by—the master of Lost Hope, perhaps? He was a tall man, with hair the color of thistledown." He says, like of course Foster knows what the hell color thistledown is to begin with (fun fact: it's pale white). Said fae also hated Strange and tried to fuck him over so oddly enough, that part of the story is briefly getting skipped over.

"To the best of my knowledge, there isn't as stratified a court system in my world as we have come up against. The realm that my world calls faerie is, I believe, a series of interconnected kingdoms, some ruled by John Uskglass, some ruled by other fae, all connected by either the king's roads or aspects of faerie itself."

Foster is rapt. The odds that he'll remember most of this are abysmal, but he wants it. He wants as much of this story as he can get, and more.

The idea of faeries servant to humans is so intrinsically comical that he can't not bark a laugh at it--he doesn't interrupt any more, though, because this is informative... somewhat in ways he wasn't expecting.

He's especially interested in the fact that Strange worked (closely?) with a member of the fae before--Strange may want to skip on those details, but Foster isn't here for the LedgePad version of Strange's valuable first-hand experiences.

"The king's roads? J--no, wait, fuck." He almost asks who John UskGlass is, but realises after opening his mouth that Strange basically just said he(?)'s another fae. He's getting scrambled already, waving his claws sharply by the sides of his head with increasing vehemence, as though he's hoping to herd his thoughts--Strange's words, himself. He hates this. He hates how hard it is to simply listen--

"Wait. Wait." He has to take a second--just give him a second.

A second to recover from the excitement of actually learning something he wants to.

The fact that Strange is just throwing term after term with little to no explanation at Foster certainly isn't helping matters. Even now, after months at the carnival, Strange still has the annoying little habit of assuming that everybody knows the same things that he does.

Thankfully, as Foster gestures for him to slow down, Strange does so. He pauses for a moment, before Strange starts talking again. Some times it seems this man is allergic to silence.

"I'm waiting," he simply responds. "What do I need to clarify?"

Because Strange has a feeling that's what the problem is. Has he even told Foster about the king's roads before? Maybe? He honestly can't remember.

It is not helping, and neither is Strange's refusal to stop talking, even if that speech isn't strictly more information--it still takes brainpower for Foster to process what it isn't, and he's starting to lose the last vestiges of control over his reactions. His paws clench fitfully, 3-inch claws curling inwards at the sound of Strange's continued voice. It's not just pressure; it's disorder, it's desperation, it's the half second from eruption, either at himself or at Strange. He wants his focus back, his thought, not--not this, and--

Thankfully, he gets that half a second (maybe even a whole second, or two!) to reclaim himself, or at least force words out, though he feels alarmingly disconnected from them now.

"The... the king's roads," Foster starts, but waves a paw rapidly to ward him off of speech yet--Strange having gotten closer, this swipes those ursine claws mere inches from the magician's face.

"The mmmm...." He takes an impatient breath. "M-master of lost hope." His eyes are bright-shining, a blue glint in stark contrast with the volatile tension of his body. It's like he's compressing, really. "That... that first."

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"In my world, faerie realms have names. Lost Hope was one of them—well, Lost Hope was possibly one of them. I do not know if it's the name of the castle or the name of the realm itself, but it's important enough for that fae to identify himself as the master." There's a pause while Strange mulls it over, thinking of another way to describe it.

"It's like the carnival. The Ringmaster is, well, master of the carnival which is the name of her realm."

He doesn't go ahead into explaining other terms. Strange waits, watching Foster, and looking over the man for any point of clarification or spark of insight or any part that obviously confused him.

There isn't any one point that's affecting Foster so much as there are too many points Foster wants to address at once; answering one is less terrible than Strange talking without answering any of them, but it's not enough.

His claws are away from Strange's face, buried instead in his tangled yellow hair, their points digging into his scalp--he's not drawing blood, at least not visibly, but the sharp pain and deep pressure intersect with a different kind of agony, one that provides no release or quarter. The pain, though not deliberate on his part, serves as a sort of focal point, a boundary on the uncontrollable, an order to disorder.

And he's turning it over in his head, clutching the connection like a mast in the storm--the connection between the Ringmaster's name and her realm, the Prince and his. The Rose Queen, this master of Lost Hope--

"--but the king's roads," he asks again, frustration in his voice and on his face.

"The king's roads have nothing to do with the master of Lost Hope." And try he may, Strange can't entirely hide the tone of 'duh, Foster' in his voice. He doesn't see why this is so frustrating, despite the fact that Strange's explanation wasn't entirely the best. There's a pause as Strange goes over what he said before Strange realizes he's made an essential mistake in his explanations.

"The king's roads were built by John Uskglass. They are literal roads and help connect Britain to faerie lands. They were hidden behind the mirrors of my world but not anymore. And, as they were built by Uskglass, I don't expect to find them in this section of faerie. Uskglass also goes by the Raven King, who I mentioned earlier."

The fact that John Uskglass is the Raven King (and also has a whole bunch of other names) is something that Strange takes as information that every person knows except that no you idiot, there's only one other person in the carnival who gives a damn about the Raven King in the first place. Still, he can't help but wonder, could it really be this simple an answer to the problems Foster has understanding his explanations? (It won't be. But Strange lives in hope a little bit.)

He hates this--how feeble his mind is, how unpredictable its function. How quickly and violently it falls apart--how and violently it feels like he's falling apart, physically, a dissolution of self and reality that he could only explain as indescribably painful.

Isolated facts, pieces he has to remember, with no connection at all--

It does help, though; the connections are clearer, at any rate, which makes it easier, at least for Foster. The more links, the more threads that cross, the more complete the image, the more he has to work with and the easier it is to not only recall, but to see the design under the superficial picture on the box.

"You mentioned mirrors... reflections, reflective surfaces." Foster held onto that detail, in no small part because it 'mirrors' something from his own world.

John Uskglass--the Raven King, not truly fae but fae enough to be a builder of roads, a maker of deals. The Master of Lost Hope is--a red herring, a piece from another box, or at least of a different border.

He sounds more pensive, less strained.

"The fae are... physically? Connected to your world? It's the same... the same world?"

"I believe so," Strange responds, with a small frown. He could continue talking, rambling and rattling on theories. After all, it's the same world but not, as if faerie was laid next to England, two parallel planes that occasionally leaked into each other, like a dripping sponge or a mixture in a painting. But, that's probably a bit too metaphorical for Foster (which is a bit of a shame, as Strange enjoys metaphorical) so, Strange sticks to the literal.

"I was able to step from England into the realm of faerie by passing through the reflections. And when I broke the mirrors, magic from faerie moved into England." But wait, did Foster know about that whole England didn't have much magic thing in the first place? And would Strange have to explain it if he didn't? He doesn't address that for now, but the questions stick in the back of his mind.

"I don't know for certain, but I believe that with the mirrors broken, other people and beings can move from faerie to England easier than before."

This is the problem. And also the solution. He doesn't understand how it works, because he's only the vehicle, the vessel for the understanding. He can only live with it--how sometimes it's uncertainty, ambiguity that becomes his undoing; other times the unknown is indifferent, irrelevant--or even prophetic, a pattern in waiting.

He feels like he's starting to understand something now, though--something about the mirrors being broken, maybe, or the shattering of the hard limit. About worlds, and realms, and fae--

"Broke the mirrors?" Foster echoes, thoughhe's starting to sound less hopeless and more... prodding. Insistent. "The mirrors, for travel--no, passage. Faerie is the... the Other Place to England."

"Exactly," Strange says, with a nod. Whether Foster mentioning breaking the mirrors was a question or a statement, Strange isn't so sure. But what he is sure about is Foster's starting to understand. The mirrors separated England and Faerie. When they were broken, things started to mix, most notably the magic.

"It's like throwing open a door that had been sealed shut for far too long. England deserved to have it's magic back. I was just the person who made it so."

Strange's words swap from a matter of fact tone to something passionate. The state of magic in England is obviously something he feels strongly about and something that, no matter what, Strange can't really hide or temper his love for.

This is actually.... not an unfamiliar concept to Foster, the return of magic to a place that had previously had it and been denied. It is actually the case of his own world as well, although magic's return is much less recent than Strange's--it's been back long enough for it to have become a daily thing, the sort of subject that is taught in extremely simple form to children in school. Like science or maths. How to conjure fire and light a candle, how to freeze a bowl of water into ice, how to levitate no more than six inches off the ground.

Strange's enthusiasm is palpable, but Foster knows he should steer this conversation back to the fae. He wants to steer this conversation back to the fae. The mechanics of magic in Strange's world don't serve him in the slightest; at best, they might qualify as barely-interesting trivia. But there's a small, exceedingly petty part of him that's noticed Strange keeps bringing up a specific country. And only that specific country. And Foster is just contrary enough, just mean enough to call him on it.

"Why only England?" he asks, in exactly that tone of voice.

And Strange is interpreting this as a valid question and a perfect opportunity to yammer on about the mechanics of magic in his world even more. So, he simply shrugs. Why England? Heck if he knows! There's all sorts of patriotic answers about 'the glory of England' and 'how magic is inherently tied to the country' but Strange is more of a Raven King fanboy than he is nationalistic, so he's placing his answer on the shoulders of one man: it's only England because that's where the Raven King decided to show up.

"Certainly none of the other European countries have magic—the French would have scoured up a magician for the war if they had one, but I've no idea about places outside of the continent. Truth be told, magic seems just as much tied to the Raven King as it does to England. After all, it vanished when he left, hundreds of years ago. Perhaps if circumstances shifted and the Raven King had a birthright in Spain he could claim, there would be Spanish magicians instead!"

Foster probably does not care about the mechanics of why England specifically or care this much about the Raven King's backstory (that Strange has barely explained at best, not at all explained at worst.) Still, if Strange gets the chance to yammer about magical theory and talk someone's head off, he is going to take it. Sorry, Foster.

Foster blinks very slowly.

He barely remembers the broadest strokes of his own world's history, but he has just enough that the absence of detail actually leaves him with a slightly less confusing picture.

A picture so blindingly Eurocentric that Foster--Foster--actually rolls his eyes.

Truth be told, he did--and does--care about the mechanics of why England specifically; he just cares for reasons that have to do with two things, wi are 'fae' and 'the world outside of England.' And Strange's reply didn't especially answer either one of those. So....

"So you're telling me magic only exists for humans when fae are involved?"

"I don't think so? The Raven King was human, after all." But he was a human raised in faerie by fae and has somehow lived to be over a hundred years old so really, Strange is just splitting hairs here. Still, Foster's question makes him think and makes him frown slightly as he considers the implications.

"And somehow, magic returned to England without fae involvement. I've no idea how Norrell, Childermass, or any of the other magicians discovered their magic, but I discovered I could do magic when I cast a spell. I had no contact with the fae before that, nor have any of the fae I talked with mentioned anything about my magic being granted by faeries to begin with. I think it just happened."

That quizzical frown is still on Strange's face as he thinks. He's never really thought about how he developed his magic or why it happened: it just did. He tried a spell, he figured out he could do magic, things proceeded from there.

"I know the Raven King isn't fae--" he starts, frustrated, but can't continue any further, floundering in his thoughts.

Foster is not nearly organised enough inside to say it, but he knows that Strange is wrong. There's no greater explanation. He just... knows, on some visceral, basic level, knows that something isn't right with that explanation--he just doesn't know how to find it in his head.

If he could just... know what it is, could find the idea, the connection he knows is there--the Raven King, the fae, the magic, the kings' roads... it's all... it's all connected, Strange was connecting them, so why...?!

"It's connected," he starts again, struggle audible in his voice, in the way his claws dig into his hairline--

Strange frowns at Foster's confusion. He doesn't really know why this is such a struggle for Foster, what parts of this he isn't getting. So, Strange will just continue doing all he can: explaining things as clearly as possible and clarifying the parts that are inevitably too confusing.

Though at Foster's mention that it's connected, Strange can't help but raise an eyebrow. He's not judging, but he is a bit interested that Foster came up with that association.

"I suppose it is," he acknowledges, with a little nod. Because part of it is connected. The prophecy that named both him and Norrell, the one that they thought named the Raven King. The fact that Childermass obtained the king's book. The fact that both Strange and Norrell managed to somehow yet independently summon the same faerie. All of these things that Foster probably doesn't have a clue about and Strange is hesitant to mention because he's not certain how much stock he puts in destiny.

"Either that or it's an extraordinary sequence of coincidences. I'm not sure which I prefer."

All the pieces are there, aren't they? The fact that Strange agrees with him is just more proof, but he didn't need any. Magic just appearing where it wasn't, when there's a perfectly obvious explanation to him--an explanation tied so obviously to everything else...!

"Coincidence is a delusion," Foster declares without any trace of irony.

"Or another word for denial," he adds, no less forcefully.

"Undermining your purpose, your part, in the face of the obvious, is worse than blindness." You might as well be dead, if you're so willing to waste what was offered to you, to turn away from what can be plainly seen. The hand of fate was implacable, its purpose unchanged with or without his awareness, with or without his willing participation, his desire to meet it there. The powers involved would not care one whit. The only loss--to the world and to himself--if he were so callow as to turn his back on it even as it moved him... would be in whether he deserved it.

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[open] december will be magic again

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Tag written pre-coffee. Hopefully it parses.

lmao don't worry, I understood it

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