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Lost Carnival Mods ([personal profile] ringleaders) wrote in [community profile] lostcarnival2018-04-23 01:38 pm

⇨ THE ATHENAEUM

Who: Everyone!
When: Day 47 - Day 58 ish
Where: The Athenaeum
What: The carnival arrives at book world. First week, they'll be performing for magical manifestations of book characters. Second week, it's time to hunt (for books, in the library.) Around Day 58 some stuff will occur.
Warnings: Reading is mandatory.

FAERIE TALES

Though the carnival will be performing for its guests in the first week, they are welcome to search the Athenaeum while they are off duty during that time. The manifestations of story characters will be out in full force during performance week, with animals, people, objects, and even locations growing out from various tales. Most are distracting at worst, and will be curious to check out the carnival. Some, however, can be as dangerous as they were in their stories of origin. You know what to do.

► IT'S TIME TO ROLEPLAY: The best way to deal with book ghosts is to follow their narrative to its logical conclusion - turn the tables, work the story so it ends in your favour! Naturalistic and narratively satisfying plotting will have the manifestations following your lead. However, push too hard and introduce too many plot holes, inconsistencies, or illogical plot twists, and they will reject your reality utterly, becoming quite aggressive in the process. You can also use your natural abilities and powers to fight them in a traditional sense, but in the Ringmaster's experience, it's best to fight reality benders by bending reality right back at them. If you aren't careful, it's possible to be dragged fully into a story's reality, and then things get really messed up.

► IT'S ALSO TIME TO READ: The carnival came here for a purpose, and that purpose is to research. Specifically, the Ringmaster is looking for information on the Queen's Miracles - the set of ancient fae artifacts that the Blue Rose is one of. The carnival needs these artifacts to defend itself, but nobody knows where they've been for thousands of years. That's what the books are for. However, nothing is stopping you from pursuing knowledge for personal reasons. The halls are open to your perusal, and only your heart can guide you to the book you truly seek. Check the plot post to see what's allowed, and sign up to find plot info or other important game information below.
alphudo: (upset)

[personal profile] alphudo 2018-06-08 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Yuusei has to think on that for a moment. It's a topic he'd received some information on in the past, but ultimately, not having been a Dark Signer himself means he's at risk of assuming, and that isn't something he wants to do in front of Carly. Still, he gives it his best shot.

"I know they..." He bites his lip. "They were people who had died in one way or another, and when they had died there had been something unfinished in their lives, some sort of grudge or need for revenge that hadn't been settled..." That's about all he wants to ballpark here, in part because he doesn't want to take all of her words. He isn't sure if she would be offended or grateful for it.
insidescoop: (well shoot)

[personal profile] insidescoop 2018-06-09 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Close," is her quiet reply, and she sighs a little quietly. "...They would say we were given a choice. ...Technically," Carly adds as she 'smiles', "I suppose that's true. ...But it's not a choice made in your right mind...who would be in their right mind after all, in the last seconds you're alive?" she 'laughs', but the sound comes out as more of a quiet whine as Carly shakes her head.

"...Misty came for revenge... ...Kiryu-san, he was the same, but... ...For Demak, it was duty," Carly continues softly. "...He was sacrificed, and went into his role willingly. ...for me..."

The woman chews her lip, shuddering. "...For me, I knew of the war, before I died..it was what Jack had tried to protect me from...to keep me away from, and I still agreed when I heard that voice..!" she wheezes, shaking.

"....but not because of revenge. ...Aslla Piscu had promised love. ...As I died... ....the last thing I had wanted, was to see Jack again...."
alphudo: (sighs)

[personal profile] alphudo 2018-06-10 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
He doesn't know what to say. Is there anything that really can be said? He nods in agreement at first, that no, a choice made out of one's right mind isn't really a 'choice' at all, but remains quiet otherwise. He knew Misty and Kiryu wanted revenge - he had heard so from Aki before, and in the case of the latter, he himself was the target of that aggression - but Demak he had not heard about, and Carly herself... well...

What is one to say?

In the end, Carly certainly had been able to see Jack again, but the Feathered Maiden had instead been forced to do battle with the Warrior of the Sun, and as far as she has experienced here, that's the last time she sees him. He recalls her mentioning that she was picked up in the afterlife, before she's revived and appears to go about her days as if she had never died at all.

Yuusei doesn't know what words to provide, what statements will help her and what will hurt. Will anything help her here? Does she even need helping?

He swallows thickly.

"...you died. Literally died. You already said the gods offer the illusion of choice; they promise the thing you want most in the time when you can rationalise least. You can't blame yourself for agreeing to Aslla Piscu under those circumstances no matter how much you did or didn't know, you can't. You at least know that, right...?"
insidescoop: (well shoot)

[personal profile] insidescoop 2018-06-10 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course," she cuts in, though there is no acid to the tone. She simply has her arms crossed as the light coming off of her grows dull, lip chewed fiercely. "...I spent a long time, realizing that. ...Even longer realizing what sort of being Aslla Piscu was, for that matter," she adds with a grimace. "It's how he lasted so long, staying in my shadow the way he did."

It's simply a matter of...well...

"...It doesn't change what I regret, for all that I've moved away from it...for all that I've tried to do more good than the bad that was done. ....We really did think it was necessary, in a strange way. ...that the world deserved it..."

A pause, as she adds- "....I'm just glad we didn't 'win'."
alphudo: (sighs)

[personal profile] alphudo 2018-06-11 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yuusei only responds with a small tilt of the head, beginning to question what Carly might mean by such a statement. Was Aslla Piscu more than just an Earthbound God? Or is he misunderstanding? He doesn't, after all, know about the God's presence in the carnival. He figures the talk of Aslla Piscu residing in Carly's shadow is figurative, though, or perhaps literal in her time as a Dark Signer, and so he doesn't question or add to it. It's not his place.

"I can... I can see that," he says in an attempt to convey empathy as opposed to an observation. "I... would imagine the world would seem cold and cruel if the people in it had killed you, that it... deserved whatever it received." His thoughts return to Kiryu, who rotted in prison because of Yuusei's own actions. Or at least it still feels like it's his fault. How abandoned by the world he must have felt. He knows it doesn't justify the actions of the Dark Signers, but even understanding the logic of the opposition can do wonders for communication.

He does nod in agreement here, though; a world immersed in darkness is something he's glad they avoided.
fortuneglass: (=A= ...)

[personal profile] fortuneglass 2018-06-11 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
She's so used to what was known to the Carnival veterans that she doesn't think that perhaps, Yuusei wouldn't know. It simply...doesn't occur to her.

"More than that. It was the sort of thing my killer had done, had been doing... ...I was murdered because I'd found his secrets," she sighs. "...but... ...then again, I probably thought more of Jack during those few days, rather than the world..." Ahhh...well.

"...It's over now, at least. ...Aslla Piscu is gone. Forever," she adds, nodding.
alphudo: (nice)

[personal profile] alphudo 2018-06-11 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Divine..." The man was responsible for the total division of Aki from her family and the death of Misty's brother. The last he saw of him, he had been swallowed whole by Misty's Earthbound God, Ccarayhua. "I'm so sorry... But you're here now, I suppose..."

He smiles softly. "You're here now; you conquered Aslla Piscu. I think that says something about your willpower and your desire to do good in the world."
fortuneglass: (:'3)

[personal profile] fortuneglass 2018-06-12 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes. Him." There is...a long, somewhat tired sigh. "....I've been here for...a while now, too. ...I don't think I can say I'm doing good in the 'world', when I feel more and more like I don't even want to go back. ...There's so many other places...so many other things to see, and learn, and..."

Her breath catches, as she admits what's been buried deep within her mind. "...And to finally experience it all without him complaining in my ear, or trying to convince me of one thing or another... ...it's freeing, neh..?"
alphudo: (wide-eyed)

[personal profile] alphudo 2018-06-19 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, how about instead of the world as a whole... How about your world?" It's closer to what he meant anyway. His eyes scan the towering bookshelves surrounding them. "This place, the carnival; and all the places it travels to, like here. You do good for the people there, don't you? Even if it's small, I know your work means a great deal for everyone here. And it makes you happy, so it's good for you as well, isn't it?"

He certainly hopes so. There's a lot he still doesn't know.

Although his smile falters slightly, and then it fades altogether as those words slowly sink in. To experience it all... To experience all of this...

"...Aslla came with you," he breathes, barely audible.
insidescoop: credit - haptisms @ lj (>3>)

[personal profile] insidescoop 2018-06-21 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah...

"..........you didn't realize that yet...did you..." She's quiet, for a few moments. After all, so much of what she said and admitted was under the impression that he'd...known. That he'd known about what happened, and how, and...

"Yes. ...He came with. ...The Ringmaster forced his hand- he couldn't possess me, no matter how hard he tried...but we could talk, and after a few weeks he would appear in my reflection, and later my shadow...

"...At first, my changes caused me to look like him," Carly whispers. "...And I was scared- and I'd almost run, I hated it so much... ...but I didn't. And then I suppose by the end of the year, he'd realized my returning home would mean his sealing, so he'd convinced me to give him a chance."

But through that... "...I don't think the Ringmaster ever began to fall for that, though. My second contract... ...I'd asked to know him better, and she gave me his magic instead," she chuckles, painfully and bitterly.

"...After...'Portland', I asked her to be rid of him, without abandoning that power. ...So she helped me to consume him instead."

Well. "...I guess that did our world some good, neh..? ...It's one less god for the next generation of Signers to fight..."
alphudo: (worn)

[personal profile] alphudo 2018-07-03 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
There are no words he can offer her anymore. As much as he'd like to encourage her of this or that - and it's not that he doesn't want to anymore - there is nothing that can be said to this. Not of something so heavy, something that's very much already done.

All he can do is stare. He doesn't even know where to start processing all of this, there's so much to take in; and that's disregarding everything that's been recontextualised with this new information. It's impossible for him to even think of starting anywhere with all of this. Of course, what might obviously stand out the most to him is the fact that Carly literally ate a god, but even this isn't something he can fully wrap his head around, something he can fully accept.

His eyes are filled with many things. Fear, pity, and guilt stand idly by, unwanted but ever-present regardless of his wishes, while awe hesitantly creeps in; an ache in his chest wells up and threatens to spill out of him, and he can almost envision her telling him it's nothing to cry over now. And among other things, other horribly complicated things, there's no room for him to give it any thought, any chance of acceptance.

Although, she probably couldn't accept any of this in the beginning either.

Yuusei pushes the cards still in his hands under some books nearby. "...I'm... so sorry..."
fortuneglass: (.3.)

[personal profile] fortuneglass 2018-07-06 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Carly is out of words herself. She only finds herself sitting there, holding her arms close, unable to look Yuusei in the eye. "...It feels like I should be sorry," she eventually manages.

"...For putting that all on you, at least." She...hesitates, chewing her lip. Furrowing her brows before finally looking to him with a worried expression. "...are.. ...Will you be alright?" 'Knowing that', she leaves unsaid.